ohh.if u annoyed with this.go to hell.

im great.im cool.im best.

im capable to do everyting i want.

ill try my best to let myself noted bout it and finally know bout it.

im smart.

seriously.i got great marks in my exams.i got a's in my paper.

im goind to be graduated and soon to be one of the best actuary in Malaysia.

i have enough sharing with people..because it just makes me paranoid to do so..

i have my own sisters to take care with..

i love them..

my sister,elder,Sarah was cool enough to get medal in her presentation and currently

working under one of the biggest courier system in the whole wide world.

me..

im going to be as succesful as her..

and my little sister..

she is going triumph everything bot me and my sister have achieved,,

she got prior talents in maths,,her english was superb,,her science also was even greater compared to me when i was in her time..

the real question is,why should i even care about others,if the others just take it easy and

hurting the soul beneath my skin..

"luli'

"si capek"

bullshit.back off people,mind your own ass.

***

yes,its painful.

yes,its hurting.

yes,it is seriously damned.

yes,its even fuck.

yes,its stupid.

hey assholes, enter the real world..

smart can not be determined as smart in education but,,

smart is particularly abstract and its up to individuality to judge their own persona of smartness.for me.

smart is everything.capabilities to do everything.

get it?

bla la weyh.

dah la bangang,still ego.so bla.

i love

ohh.

again.

im in love.

i love to see muaz can play his flute solo magnificently,but still he hasn't get it enough.

i love to see adli smiles along his piccolo

i love to see dzariff controlling those clarinets

i love to hear the vibrato of mellow saxes by apek

i amazed with aiman's effort with his oboe

i love to be amazed with arif's furioso running notes via a french horn,he did it well;very well.-absolutely astounding

i love to see people scared of nizar's deep voice,harsh words,i knew its good for them

i love to see fakhri can smile brightly

i love to see hafizi very committed in doing his job;struggling with his tone

i loved to see akram's pugnaciously teaching his asyraf.

i just love to see my little tubist,worried regarding my tonal tone,his intonations and others,

to see him to be very-very particular with everything,

meticulously,fully- heartedly,making me said to myself

"ohh,he can be great tubist!"

i loved to see the baton from muiz,ohh he's changed.superbly.

his tone was great.in fact.i love to see he can give himself his own directions.not only for himself,but others as well.i just touched.

ohh,i wished muiz was like that in the past.

i loved to see muhaimin's mp3 full of orchestra's songs.plus,some of them,i

was even never heard of it.

yes,instead those shock,shaky,

freaking,highly pitch, hyper voice from

those English mutants.

but still,he is trying to get into it.

payat?oh,i didn't see him for a quite long time.but i'm pretty sure,he can bring great things for the percussions

i loved to see other's new f4 are learning their best and yet to be fully committed in our band.

i just loved that.

ohh im missing them now.

terribly even they are not missing me either.ohh i just dont even care!

good luck and all the best.

we believe in you guys.

and for sure you guys are actually just started your valorous voyage.

the journey is just began.

and

i just love that.